Attitude

Going to Tampa today to find a place to live. Also there is a party on Saturday Night.
Still, its like a work trip -- why cant I make myself look forward to the newness and the adventure of it all? Why do I keep thinking of the huge pain in the ass it all is? I need a new attitude is what I need, but I am the only one who can give myself a new attitude, and try as I might, my attitude right now is that its all a huge pain in the rear.